Pagbigyan mo naman ako..:(

kaninang umaga sa Accounting class under Mr. Susi. (7:00-8:00)

Sir Susi was about to write my name on the seat plan beside Cherry's name, pero nasa likod kasi yun, pinakalikod actually at gusto ko sa harap.


Me: Wala bang available dito sa harap Sir?


Sir Susi: (pointing to the vacant seats)


Me: Uhm. Dito na lan Sir (pointing to the seat nearest to his table)


Sir Susi: Pumili ka na lang ng iba.


Me: Bakit Sir?


Sir Susi: Baka magulat ka pag nakita mo yung nakaupo diyan. (pointing to the seat next to the seat I chose at nakatawa pa)


Me: Hala Sir! katabi lang naman. Gusto ko kasi dito sa harap.


Sir Susi: Nag-aalala ako sayo eh. Pumili ka na lang sa dalawa diyan (referring to the seats behind the one I chose)


No choice, sinunod ko na lang.


Then in the middle of the lecture arrived the boy Sir Susi was talking about.


Ayun, ang ingay pala. Sobrang nakakairita.


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Sa klase naman namin ng English. (1-2:30)


May nagtext. Na-curious naman ako dahil sa talk 'n text ang gamit ko at kokonte lang ang nakakaalam ng numero kong yun, wala pang sampu. At totoo ding madalang ako maka-receive ng text dun dahil puro tawag, galing pa sa iisang tao..:)) Kaya naman dali dali kong in-open, expecting it was from the guy I really really like.
At pag-open ko, nabasa ko ang "Mam" na ipinangalan ko sa professor namin ng Accounting.


At eto ang sabi...


"Good PM [my name], I have referred your case to the dean of Accountancy and she told me not to allow you to transfer (from her class to Mr. Susi's). Transfers are only allowed during the first weeks of the semester. I have already informed Mr. Susi about it. Tapos na kasi prelims eh. I'm sorry but we have policy to follow."


Ayun! at di na ako nakapag-concentrate makinig sa lecture sa English.


Pareho na nga kasi silang pumayag nun, ipinaalam pa sa dean, wala na sanang problema. May dalawang rason kasi kong bakit gusto ko lumipat. One is ___ and the other is ___.. haha.. akin na lang..
Anyway, I have decided to take it as a challenge.

just an update

Preliminary examination is finally over! Oh, I am so happy now that I can start enjoying my vacation though my plans turned out undone. It doesn’t matter anyway, I will still enjoy the break – relax and brainwash myself for I wish to do good in school next year and ditch my unethical values I displayed this year inside the class.

Honestly, I never had contentment in my school performances since first semester. I can’t find reason why I tend to be too shiftless and really flaunted a prosaic mind – I was as if starting in school as illiterate. God! All I always wished was to get a “passing grade” instead of obtaining “high”. And know what, I should not have waited for someone to suggest me to “aim” at least to dig up place in dean’s list. Err. Furthermore, there are some who expect much from me but unfortunately, I seem to be neglectful of their attention.

Anyway, I have so much in mind right now but I remember the party I have to attend at the top floor of our boarding house. Err. Hopefully, I’ll have enough time to blog next time I open my account. And oops, one thing I want to admit is that I am running out of terms to use kaya medyo hindi na naman masabi ang ninanais – English and tagalog terms alike, nawawala sa sistema ko. Haha. Slow!:)

i can't decide

I was walking back to my boarding house, as I turned to the quatervois I had to take, someone who was behind me uttered a greeting, “Hi Pen!” then I turned around to see who was it—one of the lasses I just met somewhere—then another shouting voices, “Pen! Pen!”, oh my friends were calling me even they're on the other lane (as they habitually do when they see me).

And as I would always do as a response, I strode over to where they were and didn't notice that a car was coming. I was almost hit! Thanks God for the car stopped right on my face. People were shouting in worry. What a shame!---Haha! This scene is what I exactly imagine whenever I walk down any street.

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Been planning to make an update but so unfortunate of me that I really dunno how to form all the things I have in mind. It's like I am staring into the nothingness of the sky with my absent mind. I hate this!

All I can share now is the decision-making process I am into. It's about my major subject, Accounting 1. Like what I had mentioned in one of my earlier posts, our professor Mr. Eduardo Susi who happened to have stimulating strategy in delivering his lectures, will soon be replaced in his schedule to our class. I had this idea of transferring to his first class at 7-8:00AM. The problem is that I would not want to race (in the use of bathroom) with my board-mates who also have 7AM classes , especially with the two medical students who often have hospital duties at daytime. I have made up my mind, I'd like to try our new instructor, if I would click in her ways, then no need to follow Mr. Susi. Hehe!:)

this day

This is such a wonderful day! Wee!!! We had an impromptu speech in our English 1b subject, tapos na ako last week pa, voluntary ang pag-recite and even marked “VERY GOOD” (caps-locked pa talaga nu?). A classmate had pulled out a piece of question that went like, “What is an ideal woman for you?”  After he declaimed, I asked our instructor, “Ma’am, do you believe that an ideal man or woman can be made?” She seemed not to grasp the question so for clarity, “An author said that one can make his or her ideal man or woman.” She threw me another question, “What is your ideal man?” Of course, I am always true even in not-so-serious discussions. I honestly and proudly answered, “Mapute, matalino , matangkad—at least 5’8”, hindi baduy at ayoko ng masyadong seryoso.” Then there’s this Mr. M.M (matangkad at maputi) in the class. Pinapansin ba naman. Tumayo tapos kantyawan, tawanan mga klasmeyts namin. Pero isa lang naman tong nakakatuwang nangyari this day.

Yun lang naman. But here’s one of the changes in my usual routine that I should have started but just planned to begin on Monday.

Darating na kasi yung libro namin next week. Kelangang magbasa-basa so I will have to minimize my time in blogging and in all the stuffs similar to this.

Bale, weekly updates na lang ang gagawin ko.

Heto naman yung wish ko for myself, ang kayaning magseryoso sa pag-aaral..:)

Accounting

Three years ago, I had taken up the subject Accounting 1(Basic Accounting). That time, I could be certain that I would get a grade below the grading cut-off. Although I was then very sure on my chosen endeavor as a CPA wannabe, this instinctive laziness led me to susceptible slip-up. But in three years of being away from school matters—when I left school—I have realized what went wrong, what I did wrong and that I really want to become like Dad, a CPA. Through all those years of ennui, I had wished of nothing but to rectify all those mistakes and get back to school to pursue what I had been dreaming.

Retaking the course now here at Saint Mary’s University, I now reaped this fervor to revision on my curriculum. I/We had just met our instructor for the subject, he talks so slowly, carefully but clearly which makes me listen to him so thoughtfully and understand each word he has to say that I even wish that it can be fast-forwarded for us to finish the topics we will have to tackle in no time, and also to go through the challenge once more.

Wish me luck!:)

Second day of second semester

I could see no one and I am nowhere in a familiar world. It was a background of black and white I knew but dim for me to recognize which place it was. I could hardly move any part of my body--my hands and my fingers, my toes. I wanted to shout but no voice formed out from my lips. I tried to let my body fall from the bed where I was lying but it was as if someone was strongly and powerfully holding me. It seemed to take my breath away. Then I prayed but got no response from above so I almost decided to give up. I thought it'd be my end. No! I couldn't accept and just let it happen. I remained optimist to get back in the lively world. You are certain about what I am talking about, aren't you? It was such a nightmare (ha-ha!) so happened very early in the morning when I went back to sleep. Thanks God! He woke me up from a very bad dream.

I got up to prepare for my 10:00 class, my first class for today. It was almost 10 when I finished my bath and I wouldn't want to be late. I rushed, rushed and rushed. Well, I am already used to this kind of routine--waking up late and preparing for school in the last minute--BUT very well I also know that I have to change, to turn it right.

I neatly dressed myself in proper school uniform--dark blue skirt (I don't really know what color it is), tucked-in buttoned white blouse for top and black flat shoes with black foot socks. I entered my class but it's the instructor who wasn't present. I don't really know why during first days of each semester, most of the instructors absent themselves or maybe they're around but prefer to get out of the way for the not yet official schedules for subjects/classes they would handle.

Now, while waiting for the bell to ring, for our next class, I decided to spend an hour here at the school e-lib.

Til next time.:)

First day of second semester

This is the first day of classes for the second semester 2010-2011. Like what I said yesterday, I am not yet prepared for it but I tried to get prepared though.
Well, one thing that amazes me is that the feeling that I couldn't make it right for the first day turned the other way around. As I was walking along the covered walk, I bumped off with my former classmates--Sarah who is used to calling me "Ate", Joymee, Charlie, Jessa and many others. Receiving a hug from a friend makes me feel somewhat important or at least, it says that I have a part in this friend's life. A bundle of laughter shouldn't be missed for the flashes of wits from each of us.
For this semester which I love to say the beginning of REAL CHALLENGE, a big change in my usual routine should be made. That is to prioritize my studies for now and 'til I reach the finish line of my race--hit the books--read, read and read. I remember hearing an advice from accounting instructor, to read ten pages of accounting book daily! That's no joke I am not used to but one of the changes I have to take. I even ask friends for an advice or tips in order not to be tired with my studies easily. Can you give me some? Just email me on renzginez@ymail.com. Thank you!

I also want to share my encounter this morning.

I went to school at around 9am to drop by at the registrar's office to get myself officially enrolled. I had to queue up with the long line of students finishing the flow of enrollment so I joined them. It was really a long line then, it was about my turn to be enrolled, I remembered that I didn't bring my receipt that was needed to be officially enrolled. I went back to my boarding house to get it. Fortunately, there was no one queuing up by the other registrar representative when I got back to school--I was able to avoid the hassle and entered my first period class for the day!

Til my next post!