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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

acting in accordance with thinking


This is such a boring day. Our classes this morning were disrupted. Not only this day actually, seems like it will go this way the entire week because of the on-going AS week. At this very moment, I am at Apo Pilo (as usual).

Recalling my first class for today, at 7 in my Rizal subject, I entered my class 15 minutes after 7 which should be considered absent—thanks to Sir Aduca for the consideration.

Now, I just want to share what I have noticed in myself, thinking but not doing. It's just really hard to act in accordance with our thinking I thought, but nah. The problem is in me. Well, I just began thinking about it when Sir Aduca instructed us on how to do our reflection paper. Since I am running out of time now, I have to make my post shorter than I wished to do.

To act in accordance with thinking is hard someone said but come to think of it. What does really make it hard to do what must be done? For me, it's the lack of plans in life. In planning out, we should be wise in time management. Value every minute, every second of the day. I just hope I can do good in school next sem—hoping that I won't be asked to break off with my studies again. You know, I really don't take academics seriously but it's so wrong. As for this semester, I am worried with the result of my performance in two of my subjects. If only I can turn back time, I would rewind the very first day of this school year and rectify everything needed to be corrected. My God, I am not learning. I know I can learn only if I let myself learn from everything that I should get lesson from.

Who could correct this attitude? I'm hoping so to be better next sem.