Who Owns My Heart
I have had this feeling for more than a year now and I don't want to recognize it as love but infatuation rather. I may be silly to take it as a problem but honestly speaking, dealing with it isn't that easy for me. Sometimes, I tend to lose concentration in the things I must put first--reviewing notes and other school stuffs. I even find myself floating in reverie at times and I can't appreciate it. Maybe I am just being negative to see him in a way he is really not, that he resembles the guys who are used to taking advantage of girls--paranoid--but how would I learn to trust again if in the first place, men, guys like him were the ones to give me reasons not to trust again? In fact, I know the rules and lessons in being in love, I can give advice but how come that I can't act in accordance of the words that come out from my lips?
And the worst of it? I want him to be my last guy. Yes!! You read it right. haha..