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Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Who Owns My Heart



Who Owns My Heart

I have had this feeling for more than a year now and I don't want to recognize it as love but infatuation rather. I may be silly to take it as a problem but honestly speaking, dealing with it isn't that easy for me. Sometimes, I tend to lose concentration in the things I must put first--reviewing notes and other school stuffs. I even find myself floating in reverie at times and I can't appreciate it. Maybe I am just being negative to see him in a way he is really not, that he resembles the guys who are used to taking advantage of girls--paranoid--but how would I learn to trust again if in the first place, men, guys like him were the ones to give me reasons not to trust again? In fact, I know the rules and lessons in being in love, I can give advice but how come that I can't act in accordance of the words that come out from my lips?

And the worst of it? I want him to be my last guy. Yes!! You read it right. haha..

2 comments:

Ishmael Fischer Ahab said...

Nakow...ganyan din ako ng teenager ako. Wag ka masyado paapekto sa feeling na yan.

At take note, marami pang guys na matino at hindi babaero. Kailangan mo lang suriing mabuti bago magtiwala.

renz bacani ginez said...

ahaha..salamat po sa paalala..:)

i'm being careful naman po..especially with my heart. waha! ang kurny..:))