kabanas lang

until now, di ko pa rin makalimutan yung school nurse na 'yon....

I went to the dean of women yesterday to get admission slips for i already have three absences, one in my math class which is scheduled MWF and two in my PE subject scheduled TTh. 

i scribbled "recurring headache" as reason of my absences with my absences dated July 11, 12 and 14; Monday, Tuesday and Thursday, respectively. When Ma'am Mila, the dean of women noticed my reason saying "recurring is what?" and "pabalik-balik Ma'am" i replied. "Did you go to a doctor for check up?" she asked again. "Mam nah. I am not used to." I answered. Well, to make it short. She advised me to see the doctor in our school since consultations in school clinic is included in our tuition fee. Then  she signed my admission slips on the "excused" field.

at the school clinic where i met the school nurse....

me: good morning ma'am.

gave me a questioning stare.

me: Ma'am (Mila) Pataueg told me to go here because of the reason i wrote here (referring to my admission slips).

nurse: recurring headache? umiinom ka ba ng gamot?

me: nah mam... i am not used to taking medicines.

nurse: nagpa-check up ka ba?

me: (shook my head) i am not used to.

*siningit niya pa makipag-usap sa mga kasama niya sa clinic at sinabing, "in fairness, ang bait ni mam mila ha. kung ganitong reason lang di tatanggapin ni sir cantong (the dean of men)."

nurse: i can't give you excuse letter with your admission slips past-dated.

me: maam mila told me to have at least, a check up because she thinks it might be another sickness.

nurse: do you have medical certicate?

me: yes mam, back in 2007.

nurse: nasa'yo?

me: i left it in the school i attended in 2007 mam.

nurse: panu to? (checking my admission slips) absent ka ng 11, 12 at 14 with the same reason. (with a hint of doubt as if it was a lie)

*siningit na naman makipag-usap sa mga kasama niya and told them the same line.

me: it actually happens [almost] everyday mam. especially upon waking up, and in the afternoon.

nurse: have you experienced blurred vision?

me: yes ma'am. sometimes, i can't see what's written on the book when i am reading in front of the class.

nurse: ganito na lang, sa ophthalmologist ka magpunta, kasi sabi mu nga lumalabo ang paningin mo. baka kaya ka nagkakaganyan.

me: sige mam. thank you! (and left)

* sa totoo hindi lang tatlong beses niyang isiningit ang makipag-usap sa mga kasama niya samantalang nandon pa akong kaharap at kausap niya, oras ng trabaho eh. bago pa ako makatayo sa kinauupuan ko, nakipag-usap na naman sa mga kasam niya at inulit ulit lang yung paulit ulit niyang sinabi..muntikan kong sinabihan na “wag mo isiping gawa gawa ko lang yan. Unless it’s simply because you yourself used to do it during your college days.” buti nahabaan ko pa ang pasensya ko.

Bubu din kasi ako. I mistakenly dated one of my admission slips with July 14 instead na July 7.

Recheck...

Masaya lang ako ngayong araw dahil, sapagkat, pagakat….
nagkaroon kami ng quiz sa accounting2 (Accounting for Partnership and Corporation). Bagama’t, kahit…kinakabahan ako noong una sa magiging resulta ng trabaho ko dahil hindi naman kasi tagala ako gaanong nakikinig sa classroom discussion at lalong di nagbabasa o advance study, halos makuha ko lahat ang tamang sagot. Kung masipag nga lang kasi ako mag-recheck ng trabaho ko, malamang nakita ko din ang error ko.
Tungkol sa admission of new partner by investment ang quiz.
I’m sure, there are still some who can relate with accounting matters.


Here’s the problem.


Cosme, Canlas and Cura are partners with profit and loss ratio of 30%, 50% and 20%, respectively. Their capital balances are: Cosme-150000pesos; Canlas-300000pesos; Cura-50000pesos. Corazon is admitted into the partnership by investing 150000pesos.


CASES:
1) 1/5 interest in the partnership with a capital credit equal to his investment.
2) 1/5 interest in the partnership with total agreed capital of 650000pesos.
3) 30% interest in the partnership with total agreed capital of 650000pesos.
4) 15% interest in the partnership with total agreed capital of 750000pesos.
5) 1/5 interest in the partnership , bonus being allowed.


And here are the answers.
1) TAC-75000                                         CCr- 150000
   TCC-65000                                          Ccont-150000
            100000-Asset revaluation                           - 0 –


Other Asets                                        100000
              Cosme, Capital(100000x.30)                    30000
              Canlas, Capital(100000x.50)                    50000
              Cura, Capital(100000x.20)                       20000


Cash                                                   150000
              Corazon, Capital                                       150000


2) TAC-65000                                           CCr- 130000
    TCC-65000                                           Ccont-150000
                                                                            20000-bonus to old partners


Cash                                                   150000
              Corazon, Capital                                       150000


Corazon, Capital                                 20000
               Cosme, Capital(20000x.30)                       6000
               Canlas, Capital(20000x.50)                      10000
               Cura, Capital(20000x.20)                           4000


3) TAC-65000                                              CCr- 195000
    TCC-65000                                              Ccont-150000
                                                                                45000-bonus to Corazon
Cash                                                   150000
               Corazon, Capital                                       150000


Cosme, Capital(45000x.30)                13500
Canlas, Capital(45000x.50)                 22500
Cura, Capital(45000x.20)                     9000
              Corazon, Capital                                          45000








4) TAC-75000                                        CCr- 112000
    TCC-65000                                       Ccont-150000
             15000 -Asset Revaluation                    37500-Bonus to old partners






Other Asets                               100000
               Cosme, Capital(100000x.30)                       30000
               Canlas, Capital(100000x.50)                        50000
               Cura, Capital(100000x.20)                           20000


Cash                                         150000
              Corazon, Capital                                          150000


Corazon, Capital                        37500
               Cosme, Capital(37500x.30)                         11250
               Canlas, Capital(37500x.50)                         18750
               Cura, Capital(37500x.20)                              7500




5) TAC-65000                                              CCr- 130000
    TCC-65000                                              Ccont-150000
                                                                              20000-Bonus to old partners


Cash                                                    150000
              Corazon, Capital                                            150000


Corazon, Capital 20000
               Cosme, Capital(20000x.30)                           6000
               Canlas, Capital(20000x.50)                          10000
               Cura, Capital(20000x.20)                              4000


TAC stands for total agreed capital.
TCC-total contributed capital
CCr-capital credit
CCont-Capital contirbuted


*Sadly, hindi ko nasagot ng tama yung number 5 sa kadahilanang (gaya nung nakaraang linggo) mali ang TAC ko. Di pa ako sure kung yan yung tamang sagot sa case number5.
Kaya ikaw, lagi mong i-recheck sagot mu kung mahaba pa naman ang oras o kung may oras pa..^^

late bloomer

Firstly, I wanna talk big about my four-year-old nephew. His mom informed me that he’s accelerated from preparatory. To what level, I forgot to ask. He just makes us even prouder.

After ignoring Him for almost a month, I still got the answer to my prayer—that He may help me straighten my path. Yes! I neglected attending worship services for almost a month, and I finally came to my senses yesterday and was able to attend pagsamba. And believe it or not, I gave my sincere thanks to Him.

These past days, I noticed the very change in me. I have gained interest in studying; unlike before that I’d even choose not to enter my minor subjects. I am very thankful of this.

Amidst my plaguing headache this day, I went to school though I admit that I couldn’t concentrate on the lectures being delivered. We had a quiz in our major subject, accounting 2 this afternoon but even though I didn’t have my perusal before we’re given the quiz, I was confident that I would pass it. Ugh.. only to find out that everything I answered was wrong. Sa accounting kasi, one error would result to a total mistake. Hay naku!

Konteng update lang muna ngayon. Next time, I’ll post my practice tests/problems on accounting.^^

drama ba?

Yesterday…

Classmate 1: ano ang height mo?

Me: 4’9”

Classmate 2:  4’3” yata eh? (Biro niya)

Me: (smiling) aanhin mu naman ang kantangkaran mu kung wala ka namang “face” at “utak”?

Classmate 1: tumigil ka na!

Ahaha… di ko naman inasahang matatamaan siya.. well, was just stating some sort of truth.:D

I just wanna talk (or maybe speak) about my parents this time. First, I’d like to introduce the family members with few lines about them and using their aliases.

Daddy cool. Intelihente, mathematician, chess wizard and walking dictionary. FEU commerce graduate with major in accounting, CPA. And actually, ayun sa nakalap kong info, top five siya noon sa CPA licensure exam. Sadly, these are the few things I can brag about speaking of him.

Mommy: plain housewife na lagging wala sa bahay. :D

        Elementary undergrad.

Shobis: eldest in the brood of nine. She already has 5 kids of her own. Rebelde. Akala ko dati, akin ang tronong “black sheep of the family” pero papatalo ba naman yan sa katusuhan? Totoo naman.  She fit the title.

Hopper: best brother in the world not because he shoulders my school expenses but because he’s blessed with a pure heart.

Ben: Masipag. Not vocal for his care for his siblings.

Jhong: Quick-tempered.

Wating: a young dad. Tatay ng paborito kong pamangkin.

Kunyang: not yet a registered nurse. Uulitin ko ba? Graduate ng nursing. Hihi

Shang: napaka-caring na ate.

Shao (ako): pinakatopakin sa pamilya.:D

        Matalas ng dila.

Abbo: Bunso namin na kung umasta, parang mas matanda sa’kin.

Yun naman. But NOTE: hindi naman ito sa paninira sa kahit sa sino sa miyembro ng aming pamilya. Be open-minded when you attempt to read this post.

Nag-uusap kasi kami ng ate Kunyang ko kaninang tanghali about dad and mom. Badtrip kasi ako ke mudra. I arrived home yesterday to get my allowance from her only to find out na wala na naman siya sa bahay. Ang plano ko kasi, babalik din ng Bayombong para tapusin ang lahat ng assignments na iniwan ng aming propesor.

Sabi ng ate, bakit daw ganun sila. Mom wants us to treat and respect her as a real mother above everything but my ate pointed out that how are we gonna be the way mom wants us to be if in the first place, she herself fails to be a good example to us? Anjan kang halos araw araw murahin, lagi siyang wala. Ate even came to the point of comparing my mom to the other moms. Na bakit daw sina ganito, tamad naman gaya namin pero di sila minumura ng mama nila? I’d often contradict my sister’s perception of what my parents display saying “ikaw lang naman ang nagsasabi niyan eh.”

Don’t get me wrong, I love my mama and papa so much even they are very far from perfect parents. Minsan, kasi chocolate lover si papa, I’d buy him pasalubong, prepare a cup of coffee for him kasi mahilig din sa kape, o di kaya naman i-prepare ang pagkain niya. Si mama naman, di ko maiparamdam sa gawa ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya pero lagi kong sinasabi na pag nakapagtapos ako, i-spoil’in kosiya.

Halos lahat kaming magkakapatid may sama ng loob sa kanila the fact nakita naman namin ang pagkukulang nila. spiritual man o moral na paalala wala naibigay ang parents namin. Kung tutuusin, hindi naman masasabing mga suwail kaming anak sa kanila dahil kahit malaki ang pagkukulang nila, di namin sila binabastos.

Sino ba naman kasi ng mag-aakalang isang CPA (si papa), dukha? Ganito kasi, nasa mataas na posisyon sa isang kumpanya ang aking tatay noon at the same time, nililigawan siya ng ibang kumpanya sa mas mababang posisyon pero tutumbasan nila o higitan ang sweldo niya sa isang kumpanya. Ma-pride nga daw si papa dahil siguro visible na din nang mga panahong iyon na mababankrupt na yung pinagtatrabahuan niya, ni-reject niya yung mas malaking kumpanya.

Looking at the case positively, I may not be raised by perfect parents, their imperfections serve as my guide of how I will mold myself in order to become a good parent (if lucky to be one) someday.

Isa pa, sila ang gumawa sa’kin kaya ko naman naranasan kung paano mabuhay. Naranasan kong umiyak, masaktan, magmahal, magpaiyak, manakit at lahat lahat kaya dapat akong magpasalamat sa kanila.

Kung hindi dahil sa kanila, di ko makikita kung anong klaseng buhay ang nais kong iparanas sa magiging anak ko (kung nagkakaroon). Siyempre, di ko ipaparamdam at ipaparanas lahat ng karanasang di ko nagustuhan.

Iyon lamang muna sa ngayon.

sa tingin mo?:P

I am just stuck with the story we viewed this morning as part of our general psychology subject lecture.

It was a real story that displayed how young and juvenile youths were deprived of their rights as children--of their right to live their lives as real kids--to have fun and to pursue education.

I thought I can consider myself as one of the poorest citizens of this country but having watched such a story made me realize how far lucky I am compared to them. I admit, I really see life so tough and hard and challenging that sometimes, I would think of giving up instead of going on. It seems that life really goes unfair. Why is it that some could easily get anything they wish of having and do what they wish of doing and yet, here I am, one of those unfortunate for not having this kind of privilege. Somehow, I am thankful to have this realization that I am just being unreasonable in my way of thinking. So what, if I am not showered with earthly possessions? Like the lads who worked hard in the movie just to get going amidst the difficult toil they were into, life's uncertainties shouldn't stop me from dreaming that one day, I can attain the life I aim for.
For the time being, I may find it hard to ease away the pangs of envy I feel whenever I see my high school batch-mates who are already through with the hardships a college life brings about, I should not let it bring me down.
Back to the film we watched. There were boys and girls alike ranging 13 to 15 years old who, if not personally chosen to engage in a sort of farm works, were forced by their parents to leave school and go with them to find money meager to cover the debt of the family.
It may be a pitiful reality of my existence though, I admit that I can't recall a moment where either of my mom or dad taught me how to do house chores, or how to be courteous. I grew up in my own ways, of course with the help of environmental causes. When I was still an innocent kid, I would just do whatever I thought I could then when a point came that my parents would notice I got in the wrong track then time for them to rebuke me but the sad part was that I could not grasp why they say or do this or that. Can you imagine? It resulted to unmotivated me. Yes, the unmotivated me. The point in relation to the youths in the film is that how come I am weak-spirited compared to them who were raised poorly yet, they could still manage to portray a happy life? Poorly in the sense that they hardly enter school, they ate lesser than enough and worst, they themselves worked for their own when in fact, they should just enjoy being kids as how exactly kids of their age live.
On the other hand, it simply proves how poor Filipinos can be. I just do not know who worth the blame for the population of poor Filipino citizens. The government or the parents themselves?

happy birthday?

It may seem like another ordinary day of my life though it's my day-- i just turned 21.

Early this morning at around 8, a warm smile of my sister greeted me, though not a word came out from her mouth, i knew and i sensed from her warm smile, she wanted to greet me happy birthday. All I had in mind upon getting up from bed was that nothing's special, nothing to celebrate and no need to celebrate. Well, I really planned not to prepare foods for celebration, all I wanted to do weeks earlier is to have fun all by myself but even that simple idea I've got to come up with had been cancelled. It almost left me in tears actually but I didn't want to look stupid just because of small disappointments!

What I couldn't almost accept was that none of my house-mates bothered to greet me as though they were saying "it's-her-birthday-and-so-what"! Then after a while, my phone rang and lot of greetings from friends received. Next was a phone call from my best friend Joy which is the most special blessing for me this day.

i miss here..:)

Ayie!!! I miss everything here in the cyber world!!! It has been a month since my last entry huh..and i really miss everything here.i am kinda' unfortunate now for not having much time to update my social networking accounts including blog..wala kasing pang-internet.. poor girl!

well, i have very much in mind now but unluckily (again!), i can't stay long in front of this computer unit i rented for 30 minutes. i actually just dropped by here in a computer cafe to check facebook and yahoo messages and notifications.

guys, i miss reading your entries! hay..:(

take care..i hope makabisita ako sa inyo inyong mga site next time na mag-l0og in aku..=)

Magbago ka na kasi..

I don't have much to say, and neither do i have something significant in mind right now.
Tomorrow will be the first day of final examination and yet, I haven't began going through my notes as if the lessons are all fresh in my mind. In fact, it's almost right to say that nothing retains in my memory. I dunno what I have to go through first before learning to prioritize my studies. I admit, giving my best never crossed my mind throughout the whole school year. My friend Charly always reminded me but I was such a deaf. I didn't give importance to any of his advices, I still went on with my insignificant stuffs and nonsense routine -- putting unnecessary things first before education. I only thought of getting passing grades instead of high ones. And again, I am rueful about my performance for the whole school year. Imagine, my brother and my parents as well expect much from me but I failed them. If only I did my best, I would have met their expectations. Hay! I feel like I am the worst creation to be deplored in the whole universe. Grr.. Failing in some of my subjects I think would mean losing their trust in me. REPENTANCE ALWAYS COMES LAST!!!!

Advice of a friend is to admit in front of my family all my misdeeds and besides, it's not too late for me to change said he. But you know guys, I think I can't do it. One reason is that, they might upbraid me which is the least thing I would wish to happen.

I am not letting myself learn, I know. I feel like a waste, such a waste!:(

 

at least, i learned

These past weeks have been so tough for me. Lots of angst in life—in education and social as well—can’t say that I have moved on from my emotional stress. For the time being though, I am hopeful that at last, I had made up my mind and trust myself that it’s a decision for my own good. Spectacular approach of life for these past weeks should be ended.
It’s for me anyway. I know me myself make my own life and put it in peril. I don’t usually cry over matters not concerning family issues, but at this point of my life, while I can still clearly reflect on this “F” issue, I feel like crying my heart out. Somehow, I am thankful that not even a single drop comes out. I really cannot believe that I had to encounter this most terrible slip before learning when in fact, I have went through some of its kind back in 2007. Although, I inferior myself now just because of this slip up, I must accept what has been done and learn from it. Looking at the bright side, I must let it entail maturity in my individuality in collective aspect of life. And of course, I should not make it again. Don’t commit a mistake twice, as they put it.
I should thank Him for this wake up call for if it didn’t happen I haven’t yet seen what I have been neglecting. I admit that my relationship to Him have been cold for more than a month now. But has He ever forgotten and forsaken me despite those misdeeds I cannot give up? No. there had been many reminders from Him I just failed to recognize. And when this “F” issue occurred because of my recklessness, He still held me tight and reminded me that no matter what bitterness in this life comes along, He is the one who stays with us. If not because of Him, I might have gone through worse circumstance.


Wanna know what happened?
I got too interested with a man I met back in 2009 in Santiago. He introduced himself as Mr. “V”. Well, he really is a wow. A cum laude graduate of UST, CPA by profession and all that things an ordinary girl like me would go for—except that he is not the handsome face we girls usually look on first. At least, he is neat.


It has been more than a year since then and we never got out of touch. We chatted. Talked over the phone. Chatted. It was a routine. Until such one Wednesday morning, while I was preparing for my warm bath, my cellphone rang and a call from a new unregistered number appeared on screen. I was so curious who it was. A woman who was looking for a board mate spoke from the other line but the name she said doesn’t ring a bell so I said she was calling a wrong number. Out of the blue, she started cursing me. I had no idea of what she was saying. Then when she said, “Nagtext ka sa asawa ko kaninang 4am.” Since I ain’t the kitikitext type, I recalled the few saved numbers on my phone. And boom! I got it. My one and only chatmate who I would naturally suspect in this case for some reasons. Maybe you wonder why I sent message that early this day. I couldn’t find way to bring myself to sleep because of the noise but more of the nuisance this guy I love caused me, I took a quaff but it had no effect.
Perhaps, it’s from the liquor, I couldn’t get a point to respond on the woman’s detestable lines. Instead, I let her say all that shits as an initial reaction of a suspecting wife. And finally, “At least ate, ngayon alam mo na. kung gusto mu tulungan kitang huliin siya sa kalokohan niya……” I lengthily told her. I was able to calm her. Then in just a few minutes of conversation, the atmosphere turned out to be friendly.
I met her in Ilagan, we exchanged stories, we visited her brother’s wife, and I got along well with her “spokening dollar” son. We were like old time friends in our first meeting. I was worn-down from consecutive short travels and deprivation of sleep by then but it was okay as long as I helped the woman.

Badtrip! sayang!:)

Nakakainis lang ng sobra-sobra. May isang lalake kasi na "ex" ko daw pero hindi naman, pa-comment comment sa facebook status ko, sobra sobrang nakakaasar lang talaga. As in, sirang-sira araw ko kahapon at ngayon dahil sa mga papansin niyang comment. Hay! Yun talaga ang nakakainis sa mga taong barbaric eh. UU. Barbaric talaga na masahol pa tala sa taong kalye na walang pinag-aralan o di alam gamitin ang pinag-aralan. Parang di tinuruan ng moral lesson ng kung sinumang pwede magturo pero alanagan namang ako ang magturo eh mas matranda siya sa'ken. Grr.. Sarap magmura, andito lang sa harap ko yun, kanina ko pa pinagmumura. Masahol pa sa babaeng nagpapapansin sa lalakeng kinahuhumalingan. Haha. Exaggerated. Pero ganun kasi ang impact sa'kin ng ginagawa niya, wala naman akong balak magpapansin sa kanya, wala akong balak pakialaman ang buhay niya pero siya tong nang-aasar na para bang hindi aware na nkakaburaot na siya.. Hindi yata marunong makiramdam. Anu ba kasiang tamang panawag sa ganung klase ng tao?? Whew! Ako naman, sa sobrang badtrip, dito ko na sa blog naisipang ibuhos ang pagkaasar. Kung yaka ko lang siguro ipa-salvage yun, di talaga ako magdadalawang isip gawin. Nakakairita masyado eh. Isa siyang halimaw, unggoy, urangutan, ape. At kung anu ano pang kaparehong mukha! Di din obvious kung ganu ako naasar nu?

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For an update, I have decided to cut my communication to the man I just met last Sunday for I think, I am not into the game he wants. Ayun! Guys nature, you know it men out there. I am dead interested with him pero ayun nga, ayoko ng ganun. I can't give him what he wants. Naintindihan ko namang ganun ang gusto niya kaya di ko inaway na alam kong gagawin ng ibang babae kung ganung pagtrato ang ipapakita sa kanila ng lalake. Ang saklap nga lang na siya na mismo ang angsabing inosenteng inosente ang dating ko. Tipong ilang beses pa tinanong kung nagka-boyfriend na ba talaga ako. Sa itsura siguro, mayuming suplada. Pero ganun pa rin, he still wanted to go on for the pleasure he is looking for. Sorry siya, I really won't give in for such affair. Saklap din talaga ng mundong ito, punung-puno ng kalalakihang ganun ang pag-uugali. Masyado matakaw sa makalamang pangangailangan. Tama naman diba? Maraming ganoon. Feeling ko nga may kulang sa mga taong ganun. Malamang, kulang sa pagkaing espirituwal pero wis ko feel mangaral dito sa blog. Ang masasabi ko, we all have our own unique ways of learning at ako, natuto namang sa bagay na to. Natuto akong umiwas ng lalakeng "iba" ang hinahangad sa'kin. Sayang nga lang, pasadong pasado talaga siya sa taste ko – five to ten years ahead sa'kin, edukado, as much as possible, may stable job na, at yun nga siya. Bakit ko ba naman kasi patatagalin ang" friendship" ko sa mga taong kagaya niya? Hindi ba pagsasayang ng oras yun? Buti pa 'tong blog, kahit di masagot ang marami kong katanugan, natutulungan akong pagaanin ang loob ko.